Greif's Timetable

It's been about 3 weeks now and all that time I got asked the questions, "how are you?" or "are you ok?" and my response was always, "yes, I'm ok".

Well 3 weeks I guess is the time limit to BE ok, cause the questions have stopped. I feel like I was ok then...but as the time has passed I feel like I'm not ok now. I guess it's all taken time to sink in, because now I feel sadder than ever. But society seems to think I should be ok now. Well I don't feel it. I'm now breaking down a couple of times a day. I am really missing her...each day more and more.

And yet, everyone seems to be done talking and asking when I feel I need people the most...guess our busy schedules of today dictate everything...including how long you should grieve.